Well im here posting about unhappiness that i encounter recently......I just feel like crying of all the crisis recently happen! I feel that no one appreciate my help or be grateful or care for me.......they dont understand that im not bad but just a very bad weakness lies in me which no 1 can stand. I hate that too:( why cant i be popular like everyone else?? Let me just tell you one thing that make me dissapointed the most is as i say before in the past post i treat a fren  as a best fren now im not even any shit to him liao......last time when we are together as close as best buddy and i treat him more than that like a sibling kind then i not perfect last time i was imature then i duno hw to treat him like a precious brother then as time passes as i get angry wif him easily and done some impulsive action towards him coz he piss me off....now i wan to get back like the past where we are together as one he became reluctant towards me and i really hate people to show me fck face when im not totally in the wrong de! What hav i done to recived such return after sacrificing so much time,effort,money on him....he just dont care what i say now even i apologize to him several times and atone my mistake he still holding grauges against me....i dont deserve this and just 5 more days and they departing off le. Someone pls talk me whats  wrong with me or them or both??? I tired of pleasing  person and such bad return:'(